Forbidden Thoughts

I was watching this Indonesian Movie online at Indo-TV . It's about a girl who was supposed to get married in one month's time but then she met accidentally with her long time high school obsession, a guy that she had a crush on and her first love but she never confesses her love to the guy and she had to watch girlfriend after girlfriend that guy had in high school but she could only be his friend untill they graduated and went to separate ways. She now has to decide when that guy confesses his love to her and actually have been trying to find her after he was sent abroad and back again and so she was confused coz now she realized she still loves him and she regretted that she never told how she felt back then in high school and so did he. Spoiler here, she didnt get to marry her fiancee and they had to cancel all the wedding arrangement with humiliation etc etc and back to her highschool crush.

I am sure im not the only one who has this kind of story, but the difference is that in the movie, she gets to be with her first love, her highschool crush. Happy Ending, well mine....I couldn't cancel the wedding and hurt alot of people but I did wonder what if at that time I did like the girl in the movie did, fight for the love I have and who cares about other people being hurt coz of that? but it's a scary and forbidden thought that I really don't want to go in too deep besides he and I have come to some sort of silent agreement that we can only be just friend, I heard that he is still not married and works on a cruise ship, the painful part about watching the movie is that, the guy that the girl loves is almost like my first love too only that the guy in the movie is much more handsome coz he's an actor. I did compare their photos.

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Oh well, it was a long time ago...I'm moving on and I love my husband.