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The walk

I told my husband that I needed an exercise coz I've been gaining weight since I came here, being at home all the time and not much to do also make me so bored, I always buy my cigarettes at Sainsburys supermarket where we go for grocery shopping once a week but this time I told my husband I wanted to buy it myself at the nearest news agent.

I also have been wanting to post a letter to Jakarta with some wedding photos that was held here in UK, so I thought to just walk abit farther than the news agent to the Post Office, I think it took me an hour or so to go there and back home. I almost got lost coz I decided to take the shortcut that my husband showed me before rather than the route my MIL showed me as I wanted also to have more time to look around the shops there other than just mailing the letter but I guess coz I took the wrong turn, I spent more time trying to get back on track and therefore I decided to just get the letter posted and headed straight home.

Show us two things that should never be together.

Love and hate

How long do you take in the shower?
Submitted by Strive2Be.

The longest would be 30mins when I'm having a bubble bath, just relax and enjoy the sea salt and radox stress reliever and the gentle bath milk that I added in the tub. 15-20mins when I just have my shower all include shampooing, conditioning, face scrubbing and teeth brushing.

Now do you want to know how long I pup?

1. Show us your country's flag.
2. How do you celebrate Independence Day?
3. What's your favorite Independence Day dish?
4. If you could invite one historical figure to your Independence Day celebration, who would it be?
5. Show us something that makes you proud of your country.
6. ___________ equals Independence, to me.

Proud to be Indonesian

If you could do anything you want tomorrow, what would it be?
Submitted by Becca-Pink.

Urghh

Anything?

I'll say NOTHING, coz even if I wanted to do something that I want to do, I couldn't so it sucks, life sucks, I suck.

I hate hypothetical question!

Show us two things that belong together.

The shadows

Source : gcgal's blog

I am proud of my ancestry and roots, I don't care where they are and from what type of stock I come from, I am proud of my past ancestors, whether they shovelled shit or dined with the Queen. It doesn't matter.

Grandma

I dont know how to blog this or perhaps I shouldn't but I really need to put down into words about how I feel rather than keep it in my head and bottled it up, I was crying when I recieved an email from my brother with some attachments, Shocked is putting it mildly for what I saw on the attachments, I know when I was still in Jakarta, My grandma has been sick but it was later that when I already moved to England that I was told she has a tumor in her nose, she's almost 90 years old and the doctor said she either has to go for a surgery or find another alternatives coz the chance for her to make it after a surgery is not that promising.

My grandma

I really wish now that I was still in Jakarta, I know that everybody dies sooner or later just like my dad, but when my dad passed away, it gave a big trauma and impact in my life and I still haven't get over it, my brother said that we all have to pray for her health, I have been doing that everytime I pray, I tell GOD that if HE wants to take her away from us, let it be quick and painless but if HE wants to give her back her health, please show us guidance in how to make her well again soon, coz right now, I know that my grandma's children including my mom are trying their best to make her well, whether it's by surgery or other means. I love you Grandma, I miss you too and I hope you'll be strong and be healthy again and we could talk again when I go back to Jakarta, I don't care even though I don't understand what you're talking about, I just like looking at your smiles and hear you laugh.